Felt the driver's test pissing me off all day, in addition to it just generally making me feel bitter, I had to wait in the rain for half an hour in the morning for the bus, and then wait another twenty minutes in it at the end of the day for my mom to pick me up. Someone even pointed out when I met up with them this morning that I looked pissed and assumed it was because my clothes were a little bit wet so people can even tell there's a chip on my shoulder today and it's mostly because of that.
Dilbert_X wrote:
It just feels like a big waste of time in between tests though, my weeks are long, hard and shitty and I have very little to look forward to in them at all. Being able to finally drive by myself(without my parents nagging me about bullshit that will "be on the test" and having to be with me everywhere I would go so I could drive back) would be really fucking nice for a change, then I could go do other things to distract my mind from shit and I'd be more in charge of where me and my friends go and be more free, and I'd finally have made some progress in my life in some way that didn't involve school or girls. Right now I just feel like a 13 year old in college that can legally buy cigarettes.
No wonder you feel pressured, you've psyched yourself out before you've started.
You'll pass eventually.
That's a nice way of putting it, I was telling myself that I made the mistake of looking forward to passing.
And yeah, once the pressure wears off some way or another I'll pass it.
DrunkFace wrote:
_j5689_ wrote:
Not to mention they're implementing road tests now, to make you shit your pants in front of somebody you don't know while waiting for traffic to let you in. Not that I even made it that far.
What did you used to have to do? Drive around am empty parking lot?
A 5 year old could do that.
Doesn't matter to me, I know what I'm capable of doing in a real practical situation. But if I have someone grading me on driving using every rule to the letter in addition to having to wait for traffic and let all the pressure build up even more, then it's too much pressure for me to deal with and I can't function. Just gotta keep doing it until it doesn't matter anymore, no matter how long that takes.
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