Reading the other topic titled "Guilty Conscience" really got me thinking about BF2 and my general attitude/behavior towards certain players. Now i'm not sure about anyone else, but anyone i'm a jerk to I always think about who that person is, or how old they are, and many other thoughts about who this person im being a jerk to is. Now I know it sounds dumb and why would I take the time to think about all these things, but I actually do.
But for instance..... I was pubing Gulf Of Oman a few days ago and a guy got into the gunner seat under the nickname "Iraqwar-Vet04" or something of that nature and after bordering him ( I was in the mood to solo), I felt like a serious ass, and actually went back and picked him up. Now its not just "war veterans" I feel bad for being an ass to, but also the general Bf2 community.
I have always hated doing this, especially if its some random person im doing it to, yet I do it anyway, not sure why, but I suppose i'm just a relatively selfish person in BF2, yet at the same time under the right conditions I can be the best teamwork player.
Just earlier today I had one of my most gratifying moments in BF2 on Gulf Of Oman.... A new player jumped into my gunner seat, and I was about to border him but I was in a good mood, so I let him gun..... Now he was bad, but to be honest I didnt give a crap, I had a feeling ive never had before in BF2 which was gratification over giving a new player a good time in the game. Sure he got me killed alot but he was constantly typeing "this is so much fun" or "that was awesome" and "Bf2 is awesome". Now after the round I felt pretty good about myself really, knowing I gave a player a good enough time in the game he'd ask for my xfire or MSN name. I ended up giving him my xfire username.
So many high rankers or well known members of clans feel a certain commitment to acting like a jerk in the game, always wanting to "go it alone" and always leaving the new players behind. I felt this 1st hand not to long ago. Now i'm a Bf2 veteran, my 1st account has 111,000 points on it, but I created a new account recently and I was consistently being avoided by pilots in choppers who kept telling me my "rank was to low and im a noob" when I could probably take any1 in the server...But just experiencing it for the 1st time in over a year really put myself in new players shoes as to how crappy the better players treat them.
ANyway, I know its a long rant, but I felt a need to write this...
But for instance..... I was pubing Gulf Of Oman a few days ago and a guy got into the gunner seat under the nickname "Iraqwar-Vet04" or something of that nature and after bordering him ( I was in the mood to solo), I felt like a serious ass, and actually went back and picked him up. Now its not just "war veterans" I feel bad for being an ass to, but also the general Bf2 community.
I have always hated doing this, especially if its some random person im doing it to, yet I do it anyway, not sure why, but I suppose i'm just a relatively selfish person in BF2, yet at the same time under the right conditions I can be the best teamwork player.
Just earlier today I had one of my most gratifying moments in BF2 on Gulf Of Oman.... A new player jumped into my gunner seat, and I was about to border him but I was in a good mood, so I let him gun..... Now he was bad, but to be honest I didnt give a crap, I had a feeling ive never had before in BF2 which was gratification over giving a new player a good time in the game. Sure he got me killed alot but he was constantly typeing "this is so much fun" or "that was awesome" and "Bf2 is awesome". Now after the round I felt pretty good about myself really, knowing I gave a player a good enough time in the game he'd ask for my xfire or MSN name. I ended up giving him my xfire username.
So many high rankers or well known members of clans feel a certain commitment to acting like a jerk in the game, always wanting to "go it alone" and always leaving the new players behind. I felt this 1st hand not to long ago. Now i'm a Bf2 veteran, my 1st account has 111,000 points on it, but I created a new account recently and I was consistently being avoided by pilots in choppers who kept telling me my "rank was to low and im a noob" when I could probably take any1 in the server...But just experiencing it for the 1st time in over a year really put myself in new players shoes as to how crappy the better players treat them.
ANyway, I know its a long rant, but I felt a need to write this...