Cybargs wrote:
Only thing dislike about most pot users in the states is that they go "MAN I WANT MORE WEEd. WEED IS THE SHIT NIGGER OK MANG. MANG I WAS SO HIGH LAST NIGHT!"
Its the culture that surrounds it that annoys me. I'm sure in Europe people don't really give a flying fuck, but in America people make such a big deal around it (same with alcohol, but weed is way more).
Thats mainly the people that think smoking herb makes them cool or unique and that they need to advertise that shit to everyone.
Plenty of freshman in my school sit there and talk about that fat, "90 sack" they got last month, like in front of the teacher. They're retarded and probably not going anywhere - this isnt all tokers though
Most people at my school dont even know that I smoke herb but I'm a bit deeper in than that, I dont advertise, theres no reason to - only bad things can come from people knowing anything about your activities
Look though, before I started toking I wasn't even aware of this whole community of drug users. I just figured dumb kids with no aspirations wasted their lifes by toking up and that people were fools for picking it up. But I've really learned since then, and It's been interesting meeting people from all over the place with a common trait: expanding your mind and horizons with drugs
Yeah, that sounds fucked up for someone who isn't into that type of thing, but it really isn't. If I told you I smoke weed to make myself happy and non-suicidal, what would you think? That I shouldn't abuse an illicit drug, that I should go to a psychologist and get some anti-depressants? Well what are anti-depressants? Drugs.
Everything is drugs these days, Oxycontin is basically synthetic heroin, and if you tell me painkillers and prescription drugs are better than heroin because there are studies and doctors and corporations behind it I'd say you may be wrong. Pretty much every person I see take painkillers ends up worse than the initial pain involved. I don't mess with painkillers basically.
But guys, if you've never taken any hallucinogenic substance your seriously missing out on life. I know, again, that sounds bad, but it really isn't. When you think of hallucinogen you probably think, "why would I want shit to move around in my vision, why is that better than being drunk? Hallucinogens are hard drugs I'm not messing with that" But really, hallucinogens flip your perspective on life, things like DMT and salvia when used correctly can drastically change someones outlook on life, the shamans in mesoamerica used a lot of the now popular hallucinogens like: ayahuasca, salvia divinorum and mushrooms in their rituals
The drugs that are in "illegal drugs" are already in your brain, in low amounts, and your brain has receptors for them. I truly believe that certain hallucinogenic drugs are keys to unlocking your brain, and I plan on casually and slowly expanding my horizons.
Please note that you CAN over do hallucinogens, and if used incorrectly (like a lot of idiots do) they can do damage. You body needs to RECHARGE all the chemicals it uses on these psyconaut journeys - whenever I hear someone say, "Yeah, I roll e every weekend" I cringe, MDMA depletes serotonin levels and should realistically only be taken every 3 weeks with some vitamin supplements to help out. And people wonder why their so depressed and their souls feel snuffed out...
But people, before you take any drugs, find out what your getting into. Knowledge is power. Check out a very reliable site called
www.erowid.org and read about that drugs health concerns, trip reports, dosing, images of the drug, other alerts, etc.
http://www.erowid.org/psychoactives/psychoactives.shtmlIn closing, you guys can read the above, shake your head and tell me that I'm lost and a loser, but it really doesn't matter what you think. I'm doing something that I don't believe is wrong, or more dangerous than crossing the street. I research everything that I do/take, I even research what I will never take (Heroin, meth, etc.) because I still believe it is interesting. I'm the kind of person that will put his own beliefs aside to listen to what another person is saying just for pure interest and the will to expand my knowledge, and understanding. Most people who are very heavily anti drug will not even listen, and that makes me a little sad but, "people are people" and I cant do anything to change them nor do I want to change them
Also, not saying DO DRUGS BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING IF YOU DON'T, I'm letting you in on why people take drugs and I'm trying to give you a different way to look at something that is as human as war
Spoiler (highlight to read): nobody probably read but I woke up at 1am with a full nights rest so this sucessfully killed some time
GodFather out