Oh yeah, I became 30 on wednesday and partied from tuesday to yesterday straight edge. I wanted to make this post before, but my crappy provider decided to cut my intrawebs for two days (thank you very much t-online).
Although I know there is a brithday thread I want to post this in a new topic, why? I dont know, I just feel this way.
So whats the matter with this special age, 30?!
I made up my mind the last few days in the age of 29.
When I was around 14-15 I though in the age of 30 I´ll have a wife (not girlfriend), a child (selfmade), a house, a job in a leading position etc. I always thought, well, the party time is over then.
When I look back now, I can say without doubt, I was mistaken.
I got a girlfriend and prolly will marry her in the near future, but not today, not tommorrow. I think this step should be taken when the time is right, not only because Im not a teenager anymore.
I dont have a child yet, but I think the time is near to practice a little more for this (shecksay time). But hey, also this should be very well planned imo, because when I look at my friends who got children already I must say, yeah, they love their kids, some of them found new joy when their chidren was born, but when I talk to them, I always hear this little doubt.
A house, well, I dont have a own house. I still live at my parents house (which is big enough for three families) and I dont know if I´ll build/buy a house any time. Lets wait and see.
My job is good. I´m kinda vice president of a company and earn enough money to spend it for PCs, guitars, cars, what ever I want/when ever I want.
Is this everything? I dont think so.
Now I´m 30, but why should I stop playing games from time to time, why should I stop to gig with my band, hang around with my friends, why should I stop to talk bullshit 24/7 and just when I feel to do so? Because I´m one year older? Because the society demands something like this? Because I´ll fit better in the view of some people?
This is my f*ck you! I´ll never be what you want me to. I´ll rather have fun than ending up in depression that I´ve missed anything in my life.
So, as I´m tired as hell and sitting on my office desk (and this f*cking phone wont stop ringing) I´ll finish my little rant here.
Have fun f*ckers,
Slayi
Although I know there is a brithday thread I want to post this in a new topic, why? I dont know, I just feel this way.
So whats the matter with this special age, 30?!
I made up my mind the last few days in the age of 29.
When I was around 14-15 I though in the age of 30 I´ll have a wife (not girlfriend), a child (selfmade), a house, a job in a leading position etc. I always thought, well, the party time is over then.
When I look back now, I can say without doubt, I was mistaken.
I got a girlfriend and prolly will marry her in the near future, but not today, not tommorrow. I think this step should be taken when the time is right, not only because Im not a teenager anymore.
I dont have a child yet, but I think the time is near to practice a little more for this (shecksay time). But hey, also this should be very well planned imo, because when I look at my friends who got children already I must say, yeah, they love their kids, some of them found new joy when their chidren was born, but when I talk to them, I always hear this little doubt.
A house, well, I dont have a own house. I still live at my parents house (which is big enough for three families) and I dont know if I´ll build/buy a house any time. Lets wait and see.
My job is good. I´m kinda vice president of a company and earn enough money to spend it for PCs, guitars, cars, what ever I want/when ever I want.
Is this everything? I dont think so.
Now I´m 30, but why should I stop playing games from time to time, why should I stop to gig with my band, hang around with my friends, why should I stop to talk bullshit 24/7 and just when I feel to do so? Because I´m one year older? Because the society demands something like this? Because I´ll fit better in the view of some people?
This is my f*ck you! I´ll never be what you want me to. I´ll rather have fun than ending up in depression that I´ve missed anything in my life.
So, as I´m tired as hell and sitting on my office desk (and this f*cking phone wont stop ringing) I´ll finish my little rant here.
Have fun f*ckers,
Slayi
