First things first, it's 3.30am and I can't sleep.
So that chick from my last thread (cbf finding link) and I went out to a fair last night. Then we went back to my place and went through a 60% 600ml bottle of absinthe in like an hour. And then we were stumbling around for about another two hours before we went to sleep.
While under the influence I told her how I really felt about her and we kissed for a bit. I'm not sure how much she'll remember when she wakes up in a few hours. When I told her (she was sitting on my lap down the bottom of the garden at llke 11pm) I vaguely remember her calling me a bastard
in a nonchalant way and her saying that I was one of five people the she cared about so it wasn't fair. Or something.
I did write her a note at like midnight that I put in her makeup bag thing that pretty much says (to paraphrase and condence hideously): "I love you, not the booze speaking, felt this way for a while, don't let it change anything". I was considering st some point while saying goodbye tomorrow telling her that there was a note explaining everything in the pocket of her makeup bag. Or some plan like that.
So she's asleep. bf2s (1927 et al) what should I do? I could easily within 20 seconds just remove the note and be done. I doubt how much she'll remember in the morning but I'm also tired of chasing shadows and would like to get my lot on the table as it were.
Help me Obi Wan Kenobi, you're my only hope.
So that chick from my last thread (cbf finding link) and I went out to a fair last night. Then we went back to my place and went through a 60% 600ml bottle of absinthe in like an hour. And then we were stumbling around for about another two hours before we went to sleep.
While under the influence I told her how I really felt about her and we kissed for a bit. I'm not sure how much she'll remember when she wakes up in a few hours. When I told her (she was sitting on my lap down the bottom of the garden at llke 11pm) I vaguely remember her calling me a bastard
in a nonchalant way and her saying that I was one of five people the she cared about so it wasn't fair. Or something.
I did write her a note at like midnight that I put in her makeup bag thing that pretty much says (to paraphrase and condence hideously): "I love you, not the booze speaking, felt this way for a while, don't let it change anything". I was considering st some point while saying goodbye tomorrow telling her that there was a note explaining everything in the pocket of her makeup bag. Or some plan like that.
So she's asleep. bf2s (1927 et al) what should I do? I could easily within 20 seconds just remove the note and be done. I doubt how much she'll remember in the morning but I'm also tired of chasing shadows and would like to get my lot on the table as it were.
Help me Obi Wan Kenobi, you're my only hope.
Last edited by SharkyMcshark (2008-04-04 12:43:46)