I'll be fucking well ratty if this gets closed and moved or whatever, I'll have a proper hissy fit tantrum 'cos its gonna take me fucking ages to get this down on paper, well not paper you know what I mean.
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This story starts 25+ years ago I suppose. Mum n Dad split up 33 years ago and when I was about 7, Dad had new neighbours. A single Mum with 2 kids of her own. Both were girls I was 7, they were 3 and 5. My Dad got close to their Mum and before you know it 'senior 27' has started the ball rolling by nailing the milf with the kids next door.
I lived away at the time and would come back from Mums and all of us would fuck off here and there for the weekend as a happy family. Then all of a sudden when I have come to the ol mans in arf term I ask him 'sup with ya bitch next door pops', 'fuck knows Son, she's a cunt and has cunted me off'. Well It wouldnt of been quite like that but thats what happened.
I started getting into trouble with girls when I was 16, 18 years ago. I recieved my brown wings with my first gf, 2 days after she popped my cherry, i was hooked. 'This is so much better than knocking one out' I thought. I couldnt get enough of The Vag, shape size colour smell, it didnt matter. At that age I thought thats why vag's were made, for me to stick my dick into.
My first real bit of problems was August 1998. Ibiza with the lads. Pulled some Welsh bird around our pool on out first day, that night I pay for her to get into manumission, a few drinks at £6 a go, we left after an hour or so to go for a 'stroll on the beach' (huh huh hmmmmm dirty bitch). My mate has pulled her fat mate and all of us are stripped off and running down into the sea with the only light being the moon. I didnt like holding her in the sea whilst shagging her as my balance was fucked so I carried her up the beach and back onto the sand. At this point my clothes were still very close by.
I flicked sand up her ass with my balls for about 5/10 minutes, whipped it out and chucked my muck all over her. Had a fag and grabbed my clothe, grabbed my? Grabbed? OH MY FUCKING GOD, WHERES MY FUCKING CLOTHES. As I was shagging it some dirty cunt had knicked my Reebok's, Ralph Lauren shirt, Wallet, Watch and Calvin boxers. All in all that night cost me £300. Fuck me what a fucking start, the only plus being I got my cock wet and will do for the rest of the week. She only lives 20 miles away from me and pounced on me one night out in Cardiff, my mates were gobsmacked and luckily she told them the same tale I had and they finally believed me.
I should of learned then - Girls mean trouble, you will never win with them. Like fuck did I.
So I came back and moved out of my ol mans for a while and into my mates house, great I thought me and him off out pulling birds all the time and back to our shag pad. Nuh, he was a bit of a lemon, scarred of the opposite sex. If a girl approached us and started talking to him he would be struck with a look of fear aimed at me. We used to go out drinking with our other mate and I spent about a year shagging his cast off's, we used to compare notes on a Sunday over roast beef. I was so ashamed, she had a lisp, was hugely overweight, and was in love with me. At the start of the night she's approach me and id be like 'ummmm fuck off'. 3 hours later and Im looking for my easy shag. 'Fuck off? what you mean I said fuck off, you must of misheard me - back to yours then? Great, grab ya coat'. I used to wake up at 7am, throw my clothes on and run like fuck back to our house in the hope nobody saw me leave hers.
I pulled one girl in a bar took her back to mine and shagged fuck out of it, but fuck me did it smell. I swear to god you have never smelt nothing like this in your life, you'd expect her juice to be green it was that bad. This was a Friday when me and all the lads had been out, all the boys met up Saturday afternoon and tried encouraging me back out Saturday night but I was skinted to fuck, empty pockets 'sorry boys no chance'. They had pissed emselves and hi-5'd me over pulling this girl with the rotten fanny the night before.
So they all fuck off and Im sat there smoking a spliff at 9pm and the door knocks. I open it and a fist comes flying through almost knocking my spliff out my mouth. WTFucking fuck??? Its 'Ms Smelly Fanny'. 'What the fuck you told ya mates about me ya cunt'? She starts screaming 'Uh Uh?? Well?'. Fuck me I was shitting myself 'Havent said fuck all love why?'. 'They all down Quids Inn saying you shagged me last night and how my fanny stinks'. I had to deny it, I had to prove to her I didnt think her fanny was rotten so I sat her down, got her a glass, passed her a spliff and fucked her again. It got my out the shit even if it ment Sunday was spent washing the fucking bedding again. lesson I learned, shut ya fucking mouth about fishy fannies.
Within 18 months of coming back from Ibiza a customer cracks onto me. 4 years older than me, 2 kids, just getting divorced, my family went fucking nuts. 'Wtf you doing' they start screaming 'find one without the baggage'. Her kids at the time were (7) Girl and (9) boy. Things go great tween us, we all get on great and Im settling down, the family arn't best pleased and hope it will blow over when bang 'Im pregnant'. Fuck. Oh cool, Im gonna be a Dad. As it happens not long after we found out that not only had she trapped me (told my Sister she had) that the baby had problems so all of a sudden I had full backing off everyone. Baby born, all goes well etc. My Nan dies 4 years later and leaves me £30k. I put £10k down as a deposit. £10k clearing her bad credit and paying fines and court summons off left right and centre so we could apply for a mortgage and £10k on furnishing our house and just having a laugh.
6 months after moving into our/MY house me she decides to fuck off. She left first time round cos........fuck I cant remember. Broke my heart it did, Id brought her 2 and my 1 up as my own and did my very best for them. For a week I had to watch Mollies toys and that packed up by the front door, we are extremely close, far closer than her and her Mum. The Son didnt give a fuck and had just started turning into a middle teen cunt but her other Daughter who calls me her other Dad was upset by this. Anyway after a week from hell with me begging her not to do it, she eventually fucked off on the Friday. I went back to Mums while they moved out and moved back in on the Monday to an empty house. Mum had been ill for a while and that weekend had thought it was malaria she had contracted whilst on one of her many holidays with her husband - my other Dad. The next day after coming back from Mums and Feb 17th (approx) Tuesday Mum rings and tells me why she is ill. Cancer. Hits me for 6 but Mum being Mum reckons she gonna beat this etc etc. As soon as we say by and hang up im in my empty house (far from a palace but my castle, my dream home) and im balling like a baby over my Mum. Within 5 mins the door knocks, I open it, its the Ex 'Ive made a mistake, still love you etc etc can I come in'. She notices my tears, asks whats up and I tell her along with 'fuck off' and I slammed the door behind her.
Id been kind of seeing some girl off the net before she'd left me. A lovely girl, 4 kids, yep you heard it but the other side of Cardiff and married. Id met this one off the net. We had flited by yahoo/text when she claims if I met her in town one night on the piss we could go and fuck somewhere. Fuck off I thought, but true to her word. My mates met her and her mate, asked me 21 questions to which I didnt answer and at 4am there we are walking through Cardiff barefooted while her erate hubby is on the phone asking her 'wtf wtf wtf' etc. I shagged her on a park bench next to the River Taff. Funky if your reading this was approx 500 yards from your seat at the football. It was fucking fantastic, on a bench, 4am, clubbers going home and for all I know we could of been seen, I dunno.
What was seen was my emails to her by her husband the very next day. Fuck he went mad, well he would wouldnt he? beat the house up, smashed the pc up and kicked her out. he took an overdose and next day he is page 1 of the echo. 'Husband tries suicide after wife cheats with man off the internet'. Fucking hell, my mates fucking pissed themselves like fuck at this. I didnt find it that funny tbh, 'Hows my fucking nerves right now'? Well and truly cunted. This was a few months before the mrs walked out taking the kids so I re-kindled the flame and started shagging this bird once more. By now she had got divorced but was friendly with the guy for the sake of 3 of her kids. I met her family, they didnt know I was me, he clicked and it all kicked off again. This time though I got him warned off after he drove up my ass when I had Mollie with me one night. I never heard from him again. I spent 6 months with this girl as Mum was going through her chemo's etc, she was a rock and the best GF you could wish for but the kids resented me. I wasn't their Dad, they didnt know but I was to blame for the split. The girl was grateful as when he KO'd that Sunday it gave her a reason to leave him, something she was too scared to do.
The ex had started contacting me, infact she hadnt stopped really, telling me she still loves me etc etc. One niht she asked to call round and I let her, I had really angry sex with her, got all the pain, hurt and spunk out of me. I didnt donkey punch the bitch but looking back wish I had. This was on the floor in the tv room, the burning on my knees was halted for a second by a sharp needle like pain on my calf. It was a fucking slug, the cunts bite, I didnt know this but do now. that was it I was hooked I wanted her back. She had changed certain ways about her and bought me with a BJ, something she was reluctant to do before. Very next day I went to the gf and said it was over as I just knew we had no long term future, I could never move to hers and her to me. Not only that her 4 plus my 1 = 5 kids ???? I felt mine would miss out, selfish I know.
That was a Wednesday, this girls heart was broken and it upset me to see her like this but within a day or two this was to change. On the Friday I had a call to say Mum was going to die today, I didnt belive it but travelled to see her and true enough at 3.45 pm Friday 23rd Sept 05, she died. I needed to get back with the ex now as everyone except my other Dad had a shoulder. In the time between Mum dying and the funeral I told them we were getting back and they didnt mind, lifes too short etc etc. My big Sister did have her by the throat at the funeral and warned her 'you do that again to my Bruv and I will batter you'. So we got back, remortgaged and tried to move on. 6 months later I propose and at the party my Stepdad introduces us to his new gf. Bit soon but he ho, thats life. For the next 12 months we have a family holiday, buy a decent car, remortgage only this time I put her name on everything but something aint right.
She's 34 and out pissing it up all the time, I felt like a fucking lodger, left at home with the kids all the time, at first I was like 'me me me' then it was 'me me me and kids kids kids' but to no avail. I had court summons in her name to clear, police knocking the door as she hasnt turned up in court and I stopped her going to prison twice. The son was by now a complete twat to me and the rest of us, the most selfish prick you could imagine even theiving off us both. She would defend him to the hilt, as you would I suppose but it didnt do him any favours. The girl now 15 is just about to pick any Uni she wants when bang 'Im pregnant'. Fuck. Ok no probs we will deal with this, the BF is a lovely boy. Over the next 9 months the Mrs's partying got wilder and I was left home alone all the time, 4am she would stroll in every weekend. All our money pissed up on the wall by her or him. Eventaully she leaves me again with 'I want my single life back, had m kids too early, you had ya Ibiza's etc before kids, I want mine now'. Next breath encouraging her Daughter to have the child. ???
So last Summer we split up. I stayed in the house for a few weeks, same bed which my Mum had bought me, and 2 weeks before 'my other Daughter' gave birth I moved out. I left them in the house with all the furniture I bought. The car loan was in my name, we had both payed it, but I couldnt take it as her name was on the log book, I had to pay for it. From out the Blue I met up with one of the girls from next door and before you know It I start seeing the younger one. This girl I thought would never do the dirty on me, I can trust her, I have known her all my life. For the last 10 her Mum been telling me ditch the mrs, forget the kids, you deserve better. No way would I ever leave. This girl had just left her Husb last June ish and filed for divorce as he was a cock, she was trying to get him out the house and out her life asap. We both had our own kids, girls, 7/8.
We started it all off by going to Butlins early Sept 08, had a great weekend, went as friends and came back deciding to make a go of it. For the last year I have lived a film, imagine it, the girl from next door, who I have known for 25 years. All our familes were chuffed to bits, I got on great with her kid and for a while her with mine. She's hard work this girl, infact I have never met anyone like her. I had to say bye bye to my other daughter and her newborn through jeaoulsy, had huge rows with the golddigging ex, and she has almost made me fall out with my familya few times. She really is complicated, selfish, full of double standards but I loved her, still do, badly unfortunatly.
From last November on for some reason every few weeks she has sacked me off. I live with my two housemates who hate her guts and thus she wont come over, all was fine until she threatended to beat them up. So you cant blame them but fair do's she was made welcome whenever she wanted to, but she didnt want to. I would be at her house 5 nights a week and mine for two, then out of nowhere 7 nights and we'd sort things then back to 5 and 2. Even so, on weekends my housies would always pick me and my kid up off the floor and take us out. They would always be there for me. We have rowed over the most bollocks or reasons, if I were to right them all out since Christmas Day you would say 'wtf?' and then notice how my Daughter crops up in each argument. What the problem is I dont know other than my Daughter takes the attention of hers when we are out and she wishes hers was a well mannered and spoken as mine?? I dunno?
I have had an amazing year, the things I have learned are very important to me, I have learned to de-gnit, blow dry and straighten my kids hair. Im so much a better Dad than when I met this year as she wraps her's in so much cotton wool you wouldnt believe. Only once did I pipe up 'stop picking on her' and she has repeated it in every row when my kid comes into it. her kid goes to her Dads on a Tue after school and stays with him/school till Thursday whe nmy recent ex would go and get her from school. he would have her after school on a Friday and bring her home 10am Saturday, other than that she was with her Mum/us. I put mine into a sim routine. I have her Thurs after school, take her to school Friday, have her Saturday before or after my sport and keep her and take her to school Monday. For the last year the recent ex has taken shots at the older ex and now the older ex wants to kill her.
She has done this to me, my kid and other people. It was only the fact I was with her was stopping the older ex (my kids mum) from going after her. The two of them have bitched like fuck to me about each other, both threatining to knock shit out of each other. The recent ex has a habbit thoug of gobbing off and hiding behind her elder Sister who by all accounts is a nutter when she's on one. 6 months ago the ex's kids dad decides to go to court for longer access, 'every other weekend' he wants, he gets 'first weekend every month'. The weird GF says 'you do realise when mine aint here you cant bring yours here' (child). When I ask why she says 'cos it'l hurt too much'.
I did everything for this girl, she loves me, I lover her and to onlookers we are the perfect couple, I have had to sacrafice a lot for this girl but I was willing to as it was all I wanted. We were talking kids and marrage etc. usually two days later she would sack me off and make me flip out, usually without warning and Im left thinking 'fuck, what do I do now with mine on the weekend'. left with no time to plan anything etc, money spent on her during the week, fuck.
So three times now, when her child should be there she has been at her Dad, on each of those times I wasnt allowed round with mine. her best mate and cuz have though. they can take their kids round when her kid aint there yet I cant. She wont explain why and basically ended it because I asked why, I asked and asked and asked. I have no problems with the silly rule, its her house, she could say you can only come in with green wellies and a yellow rain coat on and its up to me to go in or not. I just cant stand double standards. She claims she is so upset when her kid aint there her life crumbles. Like fuck, she has a right laff with her mates. We both knew we had kids when we met. She goes to court to fight over having hers and expects me to not have mine when she hasn't. My kids Mum is a twat, make no mistake, she has fucked me financially. After I moved out she didnt pay a penny on the house till she moved out. She moved cos she wanted a bigger house and 4 months later the girl who had a baby moved out and the twat of a Son has grown up, changed his ways and is off to the army, our old house is smashed to fuck by him and even though I had a buyer we cant sell it now as she has more court summons in her name regarding council tax. Im fucked basically. Even the car which I couldnt touch but had to pay for was knicked by her Son and written off. It was bad enough paying for it when it was outiside her house but now its written off and I still have to pay.
Even though this bitch has fucked me over I still remain on best terms as possible, she will never deny me access to my kid, infact I could have her full time but even so, I should kill the bitch but instead I try and remain on best terms as poss. yet again she has said she fucked up, has never stopped loving me and should never of left me. Fuck me you dont do this to the people you love do you?
My recent ex was extremely jealous of the older ex, wether we were togther or not, I wasnt even allowed to glance at her street as we drove past, if I went to get my kid I was put on a timer etc. Like my housemates whenever the gf sacked me the ex was there to talk to me. I havent repeated all the shit thats been flung, but the silly gf slagged the ex off (kids Mum) to my kid. For the last 6 months kids Mum (elder ex) has wanted to batter the gf I just split with, as mentioned cos of us being together I have stopped it happneing.
2 weeks ago last Sat the gf split up with me, that night the ex dropped me off at my mates so I could go out with the boys in town. Since then she has been there for me, she's confessed to still loving me and str8 away I said 'nuh, cant see anything right now' and I have had a fortnight to look at what it would be like for a 3rd time.
Pluses: Son gone to army. I live with my Daughter
Minus's - My family would almost disown me, Id be waiting for her to get bored and fuck off again.
She claims she has learned her lessons etc, but twice bitten?? 3 times bittne? Plus all the money thats owed etc etc. nahhhh ya alright love, how about a shag instead?
So yeah Ive nailed the shit out of her a few times, I was like a fucking animal with her Friday night infact, was great. I feel asleep and our kid walks in 'Mum is that Dad?' Oh fuck?? I got locked out we told her. The woman thinks we will get back even though I said no.
On Sunday, Me, her Kid go out to the pub and take the housemates. The two women get ratted on wine, completly fucked, my mate has 4 pints and is fine. I leave at 7pm in a huff as I cant drag their drunken arses home, I have to cook a roast for all of us, get kid washed, dried, blow dried and hair straightened and into bed by 9.
Eventually the girls turn up pissed. Kids mum starts trying to lay the law down to her in my house 'bed now etc etc' and she wouldnt take the hint, eventually I tell her 'fuck off, my house, our kid, my rules', so she walks off, grabs the girl housemate and says 'walk me home'. I take daughter to bed, get her off to sleep and at arf 9 on Sunday there I am having a piss, just about to skin up when my mate comes in with his mobile. 'Phone for you'. Its the elder sister of the recent ex. Basically the two girls left ours and instead of going home went round the recent ex's and started threating her. next thing my phone's going, its the girls Mum, then her step dad, then the sister, then the girl, and Im like 'uh???'.
The housemate who has every right to have a go said fuck all and didnt even enter the garden, the kids Mum though is in her face pissed as fuck giving it large. They call the police and tell me they got someone to sort me out. I hadnt put them up to this, and hadnt no idea hey had gone round. I hadnt spoken to the ex since we split I had just got on with it reluctantly. Her Mum and Cuz were on my facebook first thing yest giving it some and all of their family have taken themselves off my facebook. The kids mum had said how she was shagging me 3 days after we split (unture) and I was pissed up on Sunday too (wrong I had been on coke all day).
The recent ex has no agreed I didnt have anything to do with this, was texting me last night with kisses in the end, only through jealousy and I now cant stand the sight again of the kids Mum.
What a fucking mess eh?
Everyone is telling me to leave them both alone but Im in love with the recent ex. She loves me but is very stubborn and now Im against her family too, plus I shagged the ex she jealous with which even If I lie about now will come out at some point.
Have a look at my facebook if you wish comment, ffs dont say nuffin that could be traced back to this and dont be suprised if one of them do contact you asking about me in some way. I dont think anyone will come after me as they suggest, I had to point out that when they giving an interview to the police of the kids Mum send them my way over their threats
And give me some advice. yeah this might take you 20 mins to read but it took me two hours to type. Thanks for reading. Its hard as fuck to walk away this girl and her girl along with mine is all I want, she has exagerrated a bit over recent events, if I can get back with an ex at my Mums funeral then this wont get in my way.
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This story starts 25+ years ago I suppose. Mum n Dad split up 33 years ago and when I was about 7, Dad had new neighbours. A single Mum with 2 kids of her own. Both were girls I was 7, they were 3 and 5. My Dad got close to their Mum and before you know it 'senior 27' has started the ball rolling by nailing the milf with the kids next door.
I lived away at the time and would come back from Mums and all of us would fuck off here and there for the weekend as a happy family. Then all of a sudden when I have come to the ol mans in arf term I ask him 'sup with ya bitch next door pops', 'fuck knows Son, she's a cunt and has cunted me off'. Well It wouldnt of been quite like that but thats what happened.
I started getting into trouble with girls when I was 16, 18 years ago. I recieved my brown wings with my first gf, 2 days after she popped my cherry, i was hooked. 'This is so much better than knocking one out' I thought. I couldnt get enough of The Vag, shape size colour smell, it didnt matter. At that age I thought thats why vag's were made, for me to stick my dick into.
My first real bit of problems was August 1998. Ibiza with the lads. Pulled some Welsh bird around our pool on out first day, that night I pay for her to get into manumission, a few drinks at £6 a go, we left after an hour or so to go for a 'stroll on the beach' (huh huh hmmmmm dirty bitch). My mate has pulled her fat mate and all of us are stripped off and running down into the sea with the only light being the moon. I didnt like holding her in the sea whilst shagging her as my balance was fucked so I carried her up the beach and back onto the sand. At this point my clothes were still very close by.
I flicked sand up her ass with my balls for about 5/10 minutes, whipped it out and chucked my muck all over her. Had a fag and grabbed my clothe, grabbed my? Grabbed? OH MY FUCKING GOD, WHERES MY FUCKING CLOTHES. As I was shagging it some dirty cunt had knicked my Reebok's, Ralph Lauren shirt, Wallet, Watch and Calvin boxers. All in all that night cost me £300. Fuck me what a fucking start, the only plus being I got my cock wet and will do for the rest of the week. She only lives 20 miles away from me and pounced on me one night out in Cardiff, my mates were gobsmacked and luckily she told them the same tale I had and they finally believed me.
I should of learned then - Girls mean trouble, you will never win with them. Like fuck did I.
So I came back and moved out of my ol mans for a while and into my mates house, great I thought me and him off out pulling birds all the time and back to our shag pad. Nuh, he was a bit of a lemon, scarred of the opposite sex. If a girl approached us and started talking to him he would be struck with a look of fear aimed at me. We used to go out drinking with our other mate and I spent about a year shagging his cast off's, we used to compare notes on a Sunday over roast beef. I was so ashamed, she had a lisp, was hugely overweight, and was in love with me. At the start of the night she's approach me and id be like 'ummmm fuck off'. 3 hours later and Im looking for my easy shag. 'Fuck off? what you mean I said fuck off, you must of misheard me - back to yours then? Great, grab ya coat'. I used to wake up at 7am, throw my clothes on and run like fuck back to our house in the hope nobody saw me leave hers.
I pulled one girl in a bar took her back to mine and shagged fuck out of it, but fuck me did it smell. I swear to god you have never smelt nothing like this in your life, you'd expect her juice to be green it was that bad. This was a Friday when me and all the lads had been out, all the boys met up Saturday afternoon and tried encouraging me back out Saturday night but I was skinted to fuck, empty pockets 'sorry boys no chance'. They had pissed emselves and hi-5'd me over pulling this girl with the rotten fanny the night before.
So they all fuck off and Im sat there smoking a spliff at 9pm and the door knocks. I open it and a fist comes flying through almost knocking my spliff out my mouth. WTFucking fuck??? Its 'Ms Smelly Fanny'. 'What the fuck you told ya mates about me ya cunt'? She starts screaming 'Uh Uh?? Well?'. Fuck me I was shitting myself 'Havent said fuck all love why?'. 'They all down Quids Inn saying you shagged me last night and how my fanny stinks'. I had to deny it, I had to prove to her I didnt think her fanny was rotten so I sat her down, got her a glass, passed her a spliff and fucked her again. It got my out the shit even if it ment Sunday was spent washing the fucking bedding again. lesson I learned, shut ya fucking mouth about fishy fannies.
Within 18 months of coming back from Ibiza a customer cracks onto me. 4 years older than me, 2 kids, just getting divorced, my family went fucking nuts. 'Wtf you doing' they start screaming 'find one without the baggage'. Her kids at the time were (7) Girl and (9) boy. Things go great tween us, we all get on great and Im settling down, the family arn't best pleased and hope it will blow over when bang 'Im pregnant'. Fuck. Oh cool, Im gonna be a Dad. As it happens not long after we found out that not only had she trapped me (told my Sister she had) that the baby had problems so all of a sudden I had full backing off everyone. Baby born, all goes well etc. My Nan dies 4 years later and leaves me £30k. I put £10k down as a deposit. £10k clearing her bad credit and paying fines and court summons off left right and centre so we could apply for a mortgage and £10k on furnishing our house and just having a laugh.
6 months after moving into our/MY house me she decides to fuck off. She left first time round cos........fuck I cant remember. Broke my heart it did, Id brought her 2 and my 1 up as my own and did my very best for them. For a week I had to watch Mollies toys and that packed up by the front door, we are extremely close, far closer than her and her Mum. The Son didnt give a fuck and had just started turning into a middle teen cunt but her other Daughter who calls me her other Dad was upset by this. Anyway after a week from hell with me begging her not to do it, she eventually fucked off on the Friday. I went back to Mums while they moved out and moved back in on the Monday to an empty house. Mum had been ill for a while and that weekend had thought it was malaria she had contracted whilst on one of her many holidays with her husband - my other Dad. The next day after coming back from Mums and Feb 17th (approx) Tuesday Mum rings and tells me why she is ill. Cancer. Hits me for 6 but Mum being Mum reckons she gonna beat this etc etc. As soon as we say by and hang up im in my empty house (far from a palace but my castle, my dream home) and im balling like a baby over my Mum. Within 5 mins the door knocks, I open it, its the Ex 'Ive made a mistake, still love you etc etc can I come in'. She notices my tears, asks whats up and I tell her along with 'fuck off' and I slammed the door behind her.
Id been kind of seeing some girl off the net before she'd left me. A lovely girl, 4 kids, yep you heard it but the other side of Cardiff and married. Id met this one off the net. We had flited by yahoo/text when she claims if I met her in town one night on the piss we could go and fuck somewhere. Fuck off I thought, but true to her word. My mates met her and her mate, asked me 21 questions to which I didnt answer and at 4am there we are walking through Cardiff barefooted while her erate hubby is on the phone asking her 'wtf wtf wtf' etc. I shagged her on a park bench next to the River Taff. Funky if your reading this was approx 500 yards from your seat at the football. It was fucking fantastic, on a bench, 4am, clubbers going home and for all I know we could of been seen, I dunno.
What was seen was my emails to her by her husband the very next day. Fuck he went mad, well he would wouldnt he? beat the house up, smashed the pc up and kicked her out. he took an overdose and next day he is page 1 of the echo. 'Husband tries suicide after wife cheats with man off the internet'. Fucking hell, my mates fucking pissed themselves like fuck at this. I didnt find it that funny tbh, 'Hows my fucking nerves right now'? Well and truly cunted. This was a few months before the mrs walked out taking the kids so I re-kindled the flame and started shagging this bird once more. By now she had got divorced but was friendly with the guy for the sake of 3 of her kids. I met her family, they didnt know I was me, he clicked and it all kicked off again. This time though I got him warned off after he drove up my ass when I had Mollie with me one night. I never heard from him again. I spent 6 months with this girl as Mum was going through her chemo's etc, she was a rock and the best GF you could wish for but the kids resented me. I wasn't their Dad, they didnt know but I was to blame for the split. The girl was grateful as when he KO'd that Sunday it gave her a reason to leave him, something she was too scared to do.
The ex had started contacting me, infact she hadnt stopped really, telling me she still loves me etc etc. One niht she asked to call round and I let her, I had really angry sex with her, got all the pain, hurt and spunk out of me. I didnt donkey punch the bitch but looking back wish I had. This was on the floor in the tv room, the burning on my knees was halted for a second by a sharp needle like pain on my calf. It was a fucking slug, the cunts bite, I didnt know this but do now. that was it I was hooked I wanted her back. She had changed certain ways about her and bought me with a BJ, something she was reluctant to do before. Very next day I went to the gf and said it was over as I just knew we had no long term future, I could never move to hers and her to me. Not only that her 4 plus my 1 = 5 kids ???? I felt mine would miss out, selfish I know.
That was a Wednesday, this girls heart was broken and it upset me to see her like this but within a day or two this was to change. On the Friday I had a call to say Mum was going to die today, I didnt belive it but travelled to see her and true enough at 3.45 pm Friday 23rd Sept 05, she died. I needed to get back with the ex now as everyone except my other Dad had a shoulder. In the time between Mum dying and the funeral I told them we were getting back and they didnt mind, lifes too short etc etc. My big Sister did have her by the throat at the funeral and warned her 'you do that again to my Bruv and I will batter you'. So we got back, remortgaged and tried to move on. 6 months later I propose and at the party my Stepdad introduces us to his new gf. Bit soon but he ho, thats life. For the next 12 months we have a family holiday, buy a decent car, remortgage only this time I put her name on everything but something aint right.
She's 34 and out pissing it up all the time, I felt like a fucking lodger, left at home with the kids all the time, at first I was like 'me me me' then it was 'me me me and kids kids kids' but to no avail. I had court summons in her name to clear, police knocking the door as she hasnt turned up in court and I stopped her going to prison twice. The son was by now a complete twat to me and the rest of us, the most selfish prick you could imagine even theiving off us both. She would defend him to the hilt, as you would I suppose but it didnt do him any favours. The girl now 15 is just about to pick any Uni she wants when bang 'Im pregnant'. Fuck. Ok no probs we will deal with this, the BF is a lovely boy. Over the next 9 months the Mrs's partying got wilder and I was left home alone all the time, 4am she would stroll in every weekend. All our money pissed up on the wall by her or him. Eventaully she leaves me again with 'I want my single life back, had m kids too early, you had ya Ibiza's etc before kids, I want mine now'. Next breath encouraging her Daughter to have the child. ???
So last Summer we split up. I stayed in the house for a few weeks, same bed which my Mum had bought me, and 2 weeks before 'my other Daughter' gave birth I moved out. I left them in the house with all the furniture I bought. The car loan was in my name, we had both payed it, but I couldnt take it as her name was on the log book, I had to pay for it. From out the Blue I met up with one of the girls from next door and before you know It I start seeing the younger one. This girl I thought would never do the dirty on me, I can trust her, I have known her all my life. For the last 10 her Mum been telling me ditch the mrs, forget the kids, you deserve better. No way would I ever leave. This girl had just left her Husb last June ish and filed for divorce as he was a cock, she was trying to get him out the house and out her life asap. We both had our own kids, girls, 7/8.
We started it all off by going to Butlins early Sept 08, had a great weekend, went as friends and came back deciding to make a go of it. For the last year I have lived a film, imagine it, the girl from next door, who I have known for 25 years. All our familes were chuffed to bits, I got on great with her kid and for a while her with mine. She's hard work this girl, infact I have never met anyone like her. I had to say bye bye to my other daughter and her newborn through jeaoulsy, had huge rows with the golddigging ex, and she has almost made me fall out with my familya few times. She really is complicated, selfish, full of double standards but I loved her, still do, badly unfortunatly.
From last November on for some reason every few weeks she has sacked me off. I live with my two housemates who hate her guts and thus she wont come over, all was fine until she threatended to beat them up. So you cant blame them but fair do's she was made welcome whenever she wanted to, but she didnt want to. I would be at her house 5 nights a week and mine for two, then out of nowhere 7 nights and we'd sort things then back to 5 and 2. Even so, on weekends my housies would always pick me and my kid up off the floor and take us out. They would always be there for me. We have rowed over the most bollocks or reasons, if I were to right them all out since Christmas Day you would say 'wtf?' and then notice how my Daughter crops up in each argument. What the problem is I dont know other than my Daughter takes the attention of hers when we are out and she wishes hers was a well mannered and spoken as mine?? I dunno?
I have had an amazing year, the things I have learned are very important to me, I have learned to de-gnit, blow dry and straighten my kids hair. Im so much a better Dad than when I met this year as she wraps her's in so much cotton wool you wouldnt believe. Only once did I pipe up 'stop picking on her' and she has repeated it in every row when my kid comes into it. her kid goes to her Dads on a Tue after school and stays with him/school till Thursday whe nmy recent ex would go and get her from school. he would have her after school on a Friday and bring her home 10am Saturday, other than that she was with her Mum/us. I put mine into a sim routine. I have her Thurs after school, take her to school Friday, have her Saturday before or after my sport and keep her and take her to school Monday. For the last year the recent ex has taken shots at the older ex and now the older ex wants to kill her.
She has done this to me, my kid and other people. It was only the fact I was with her was stopping the older ex (my kids mum) from going after her. The two of them have bitched like fuck to me about each other, both threatining to knock shit out of each other. The recent ex has a habbit thoug of gobbing off and hiding behind her elder Sister who by all accounts is a nutter when she's on one. 6 months ago the ex's kids dad decides to go to court for longer access, 'every other weekend' he wants, he gets 'first weekend every month'. The weird GF says 'you do realise when mine aint here you cant bring yours here' (child). When I ask why she says 'cos it'l hurt too much'.
I did everything for this girl, she loves me, I lover her and to onlookers we are the perfect couple, I have had to sacrafice a lot for this girl but I was willing to as it was all I wanted. We were talking kids and marrage etc. usually two days later she would sack me off and make me flip out, usually without warning and Im left thinking 'fuck, what do I do now with mine on the weekend'. left with no time to plan anything etc, money spent on her during the week, fuck.
So three times now, when her child should be there she has been at her Dad, on each of those times I wasnt allowed round with mine. her best mate and cuz have though. they can take their kids round when her kid aint there yet I cant. She wont explain why and basically ended it because I asked why, I asked and asked and asked. I have no problems with the silly rule, its her house, she could say you can only come in with green wellies and a yellow rain coat on and its up to me to go in or not. I just cant stand double standards. She claims she is so upset when her kid aint there her life crumbles. Like fuck, she has a right laff with her mates. We both knew we had kids when we met. She goes to court to fight over having hers and expects me to not have mine when she hasn't. My kids Mum is a twat, make no mistake, she has fucked me financially. After I moved out she didnt pay a penny on the house till she moved out. She moved cos she wanted a bigger house and 4 months later the girl who had a baby moved out and the twat of a Son has grown up, changed his ways and is off to the army, our old house is smashed to fuck by him and even though I had a buyer we cant sell it now as she has more court summons in her name regarding council tax. Im fucked basically. Even the car which I couldnt touch but had to pay for was knicked by her Son and written off. It was bad enough paying for it when it was outiside her house but now its written off and I still have to pay.
Even though this bitch has fucked me over I still remain on best terms as possible, she will never deny me access to my kid, infact I could have her full time but even so, I should kill the bitch but instead I try and remain on best terms as poss. yet again she has said she fucked up, has never stopped loving me and should never of left me. Fuck me you dont do this to the people you love do you?
My recent ex was extremely jealous of the older ex, wether we were togther or not, I wasnt even allowed to glance at her street as we drove past, if I went to get my kid I was put on a timer etc. Like my housemates whenever the gf sacked me the ex was there to talk to me. I havent repeated all the shit thats been flung, but the silly gf slagged the ex off (kids Mum) to my kid. For the last 6 months kids Mum (elder ex) has wanted to batter the gf I just split with, as mentioned cos of us being together I have stopped it happneing.
2 weeks ago last Sat the gf split up with me, that night the ex dropped me off at my mates so I could go out with the boys in town. Since then she has been there for me, she's confessed to still loving me and str8 away I said 'nuh, cant see anything right now' and I have had a fortnight to look at what it would be like for a 3rd time.
Pluses: Son gone to army. I live with my Daughter
Minus's - My family would almost disown me, Id be waiting for her to get bored and fuck off again.
She claims she has learned her lessons etc, but twice bitten?? 3 times bittne? Plus all the money thats owed etc etc. nahhhh ya alright love, how about a shag instead?
So yeah Ive nailed the shit out of her a few times, I was like a fucking animal with her Friday night infact, was great. I feel asleep and our kid walks in 'Mum is that Dad?' Oh fuck?? I got locked out we told her. The woman thinks we will get back even though I said no.
On Sunday, Me, her Kid go out to the pub and take the housemates. The two women get ratted on wine, completly fucked, my mate has 4 pints and is fine. I leave at 7pm in a huff as I cant drag their drunken arses home, I have to cook a roast for all of us, get kid washed, dried, blow dried and hair straightened and into bed by 9.
Eventually the girls turn up pissed. Kids mum starts trying to lay the law down to her in my house 'bed now etc etc' and she wouldnt take the hint, eventually I tell her 'fuck off, my house, our kid, my rules', so she walks off, grabs the girl housemate and says 'walk me home'. I take daughter to bed, get her off to sleep and at arf 9 on Sunday there I am having a piss, just about to skin up when my mate comes in with his mobile. 'Phone for you'. Its the elder sister of the recent ex. Basically the two girls left ours and instead of going home went round the recent ex's and started threating her. next thing my phone's going, its the girls Mum, then her step dad, then the sister, then the girl, and Im like 'uh???'.
The housemate who has every right to have a go said fuck all and didnt even enter the garden, the kids Mum though is in her face pissed as fuck giving it large. They call the police and tell me they got someone to sort me out. I hadnt put them up to this, and hadnt no idea hey had gone round. I hadnt spoken to the ex since we split I had just got on with it reluctantly. Her Mum and Cuz were on my facebook first thing yest giving it some and all of their family have taken themselves off my facebook. The kids mum had said how she was shagging me 3 days after we split (unture) and I was pissed up on Sunday too (wrong I had been on coke all day).
The recent ex has no agreed I didnt have anything to do with this, was texting me last night with kisses in the end, only through jealousy and I now cant stand the sight again of the kids Mum.
What a fucking mess eh?
Everyone is telling me to leave them both alone but Im in love with the recent ex. She loves me but is very stubborn and now Im against her family too, plus I shagged the ex she jealous with which even If I lie about now will come out at some point.
Have a look at my facebook if you wish comment, ffs dont say nuffin that could be traced back to this and dont be suprised if one of them do contact you asking about me in some way. I dont think anyone will come after me as they suggest, I had to point out that when they giving an interview to the police of the kids Mum send them my way over their threats
And give me some advice. yeah this might take you 20 mins to read but it took me two hours to type. Thanks for reading. Its hard as fuck to walk away this girl and her girl along with mine is all I want, she has exagerrated a bit over recent events, if I can get back with an ex at my Mums funeral then this wont get in my way.
