EE Chats May

2010-05-07 11:22:56

#3551

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6738

thanks for the advice

i think my head is still in a state of post-addiction sickness. i can't get motivated or excited about anything, really. still pretty fried. i guess i can go see a doc or a shrink and get some form of medical note to say that the 4-weeks of 'no work' when it shoulda been the 4 weeks of 'hard work' was necessary for rest and getting my sanity back.

_{libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual}. _{http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/}

2010-05-07 11:23:02

#3552

Trotskygrad: бля; +354|6267|Vortex Ring State

pace51 wrote:
Trotskygrad wrote:
pace51 wrote:

I have something against me too.
I hope that something prevails then.
Im no snitch. Why do you people seem to think Im an affiliate of the mods or banning immune? Unless you're totally kidding, which makes sense, since this is EE chats.

It's because you are annoying and not that funny tbh. And you post big walls of text...

2010-05-07 11:23:29

#3553

pace51: Boom?; +194|5441|Markham, Ontario

King_County_Downy wrote:
It's just beacuse you've made yourself a highly visable new member, pace. They'll get over it some day and start picking on someone else. This place is like high school in some respects.

Believe me, I know high school And I don't think my visibility (how active I am) will decrease. Hopefully it does, then the spam will go down. bf2s is awesome.

Last edited by pace51 (2010-05-07 11:23:49)

2010-05-07 11:24:48

#3554

pace51: Boom?; +194|5441|Markham, Ontario

Trotskygrad wrote:
And you post big walls of text...

That you do not read, so dont complain

2010-05-07 11:26:00

#3555

King_County_Downy: shitfaced; +2,791|6865|Seattle

Uzique wrote:
thanks for the advice

i think my head is still in a state of post-addiction sickness. i can't get motivated or excited about anything, really. still pretty fried. i guess i can go see a doc or a shrink and get some form of medical note to say that the 4-weeks of 'no work' when it shoulda been the 4 weeks of 'hard work' was necessary for rest and getting my sanity back.

Don't take this the wrong way... but
Try getting outdoors and soak up some sun. Get your vitamin D levels back up. It always helped me after a long E-binge. Sunshine works miracles. Go for walks and eat healthy. You'll notice a difference.

Sober enough to know what I'm doing, drunk enough to really enjoy doing it

2010-05-07 11:26:55

#3556

pace51: Boom?; +194|5441|Markham, Ontario

King_County_Downy wrote:
Uzique wrote:
thanks for the advice

i think my head is still in a state of post-addiction sickness. i can't get motivated or excited about anything, really. still pretty fried. i guess i can go see a doc or a shrink and get some form of medical note to say that the 4-weeks of 'no work' when it shoulda been the 4 weeks of 'hard work' was necessary for rest and getting my sanity back.
Don't take this the wrong way... but
Try getting outdoors and soak up some sun. Get your vitamin D levels back up. It alwasy helped me after a long E-binge. Sunshine works miracles. Go for walks and eat healthy. You'll notice a difference.

A troll couldn't take that the wrong way.

2010-05-07 11:28:08

#3557

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6738

yeah, i was super active and outgoing for the first 3 weeks that i was home, taking a break from uni. hit the ground running, really high levels of motivation and effort to sort my self the fuck out. the last week, though... now that exams and essay-extension deadlines are coming up on the immediate horizon: no motivation. in bed all day. typical symptoms of a manic depressive episode. that's what leads me to think maybe i was just substituting the chemical high with other forms of short term, temporal highs. now im back on the ground, shit sucks! haha.

_{libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual}. _{http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/}

2010-05-07 11:29:59

#3558

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6738

pace hush up for a bit with the punditry you don't really know anything

_{libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual}. _{http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/}

2010-05-07 11:30:12

#3559

Trotskygrad: бля; +354|6267|Vortex Ring State

pace51 wrote:
Trotskygrad wrote:
And you post big walls of text...
That you do not read, so dont complain

I read them, actually, and the content is shit tbh. That's why I have problems. We all point out inaccuracies, yet you NEVER correct them.

2010-05-07 11:31:50

#3560

King_County_Downy: shitfaced; +2,791|6865|Seattle

Uzique wrote:
yeah, i was super active and outgoing for the first 3 weeks that i was home, taking a break from uni. hit the ground running, really high levels of motivation and effort to sort my self the fuck out. the last week, though... now that exams and essay-extension deadlines are coming up on the immediate horizon: no motivation. in bed all day. typical symptoms of a manic depressive episode. that's what leads me to think maybe i was just substituting the chemical high with other forms of short term, temporal highs. now im back on the ground, shit sucks! haha.

Do you have a fruit juicer uzi? I picked one up at Goodwill (used clothing and crap store) for $20. That's how I get motivated in the morning. I wake up before I should and bust out the juicer. It's an instant body high and just makes you feel good about yourself. I think it's the self esteem part you're lacking atm and the easiest way to try and correct that is to treat your body good, even if only temporarily.

Sober enough to know what I'm doing, drunk enough to really enjoy doing it

2010-05-07 11:36:03

#3561

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6738

yeerp, i need that 'ole LEZ DO THIS! attitude again.

everyone tells me im capable and i can do it but, im sure you know from personal experience... when you fry your head like that, the words of other people around you only hold so much weight. i guess you've gotta dig deep inside yourself. don't get me wrong, i don't actually feel 'depressed'- it's just that im conscious im ruining shit for myself. im perfectly happy sitting all day doing nothing, and not turning my mind to completing my university year- which i just can't find any energy for. so this isn't so much a whine/QQ as a self-awareness that im being an idiot.

this time next month, my life will either be a huge collective sigh of relief (university, living arrangements, drug-bail, prospects etc). or a real sobering moment (no university, at home, criminal record, starting over). it better be the fucking former!

_{libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual}. _{http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/}

2010-05-07 11:41:58

#3562

King_County_Downy: shitfaced; +2,791|6865|Seattle

Yeah, it is 100% up to you to make it happen. That's why I'm saying just start out slow and make some sort of effort each day (Juice, excersize, whatever). Even if it's completely unrelated to your most pressing goals, it's the self satisfaction that will get you going. Nothing anyone tells you on here is going to amount to shit unless you start taking those simple steps to better your own situation one day at a time.
Even if you get fucked in the end, at least you'll know you tried.

Sober enough to know what I'm doing, drunk enough to really enjoy doing it

2010-05-07 11:43:06

#3563

Trotskygrad: бля; +354|6267|Vortex Ring State

Uzique wrote:
yeerp, i need that 'ole LEZ DO THIS! attitude again.

everyone tells me im capable and i can do it but, im sure you know from personal experience... when you fry your head like that, the words of other people around you only hold so much weight. i guess you've gotta dig deep inside yourself. don't get me wrong, i don't actually feel 'depressed'- it's just that im conscious im ruining shit for myself. im perfectly happy sitting all day doing nothing, and not turning my mind to completing my university year- which i just can't find any energy for. so this isn't so much a whine/QQ as a self-awareness that im being an idiot.

this time next month, my life will either be a huge collective sigh of relief (university, living arrangements, drug-bail, prospects etc). or a real sobering moment (no university, at home, criminal record, starting over). it better be the fucking former!

Tell yourself that you need to get shit done so you can sit around without feeling like an asshole.

2010-05-07 11:43:31

#3564

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6738

"lawyer fucked me"

_{libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual}. _{http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/}

2010-05-07 11:50:43

#3565

Kez: Member; +778|5971|London, UK

what the fuck how did war man get rights to host this thread!

2010-05-07 11:51:00

#3566

BLdw: ..; +27|5439|M104 "Sombrero"

Uzique wrote:
yeerp, i need that 'ole LEZ DO THIS! attitude again.

everyone tells me im capable and i can do it but, im sure you know from personal experience... when you fry your head like that, the words of other people around you only hold so much weight. i guess you've gotta dig deep inside yourself. don't get me wrong, i don't actually feel 'depressed'- it's just that im conscious im ruining shit for myself. im perfectly happy sitting all day doing nothing, and not turning my mind to completing my university year- which i just can't find any energy for. so this isn't so much a whine/QQ as a self-awareness that im being an idiot.

this time next month, my life will either be a huge collective sigh of relief (university, living arrangements, drug-bail, prospects etc). or a real sobering moment (no university, at home, criminal record, starting over). it better be the fucking former!

You need to do what's logical, Uzique.

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2010-05-07 12:09:25

#3567

13urnzz: Banned; +5,830|6765

sesame chicken - fuck me, i ate too much.

eleven bravo wrote:
youre about 14 years old arent you pace

pace51 wrote:
Believe me, I know high school

16. he knows high school because he's posting from one.

2010-05-07 12:10:58

#3568

Bevo: Nah; +718|6788|Austin, Texas

http://www.kittehroulette.com/

2010-05-07 12:11:28

#3569

ROGUEDD: BF2s. A Liberal Gang of Faggots.; +452|5656|Fuck this.

burnzz wrote:
sesame chicken - fuck me, i ate too much.

eleven bravo wrote:
youre about 14 years old arent you pace
pace51 wrote:
Believe me, I know high school
16. he knows high school because he's posting from one.

sesame chicken is freakin' awesome.

Make X-meds a full member, for the sake of 15 year old anal gangbang porn watchers everywhere!

2010-05-07 12:12:50

#3570

13urnzz: Banned; +5,830|6765

hey ROGUEDD - long time no see

2010-05-07 12:24:26

#3571

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6738

ese fu mi destino y en el viajo mi anhelo
y en el cayo mi anhelo, todo en ti fue naufragio!

es la hora de partir. oh abandonado!

_{libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual}. _{http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/}

2010-05-07 12:32:28

#3572

Eifa: Never regret anything that ever made you smile.; +923|6139|00770

evenin

No, I don't need an attitude adjustment. You just need to fuck off.

2010-05-07 12:37:38

#3573

CammRobb: Banned; +1,510|6398|Carnoustie MASSIF

evenin

2010-05-07 12:38:15

#3574

Eifa: Never regret anything that ever made you smile.; +923|6139|00770

hi camm (: sup?

No, I don't need an attitude adjustment. You just need to fuck off.

2010-05-07 13:00:35

#3575

baggs: Member; +732|6472

evenin

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