I am not desperate. I get laid every weekend with the Asian girl. I have a $49.99 charge on my card from Walgreens for a Plan B to prove it. If you saw the 25 year old, you would understand why I feel so attracted to her. Maybe I will show you a picture on Discord.
So an update on the situation. I have gotten her used to taking trips with me to empty classrooms to hang out for awhile at work. We went to one classroom today so she could show me the portfolio of a project she did with her students. We were in the dark room looking over the project while I
gassed her up about how wonderful of a teacher she is. She was getting giggly and red again. It was a nice moment. Regarding ignoring the kids...there are 6 teachers in our pod. 4 could handle the rest of the kids while we take little trips around the campus to 'stretch our legs'.
The AC wasn't working in the room we were with the students. So we took a trip to the far side of the building where my classroom with an AC is. We enjoyed hanging out while talking more explicitly regarding sex stuff we couldn't talk about around the students and other teachers. Doubly so since the jealous lady teacher supervisor sits near us and listens while doing admin work. I can tell the places she sits and doesn't sit when she wants to listen in vs. read her book and mellow out.
.25 and the teacher supervisor (T.C) aren't becoming friends. I think .25 is grating on T.C. Again being nearly a decade younger and prettier isn't helping .25 win the friendship of T.C. I noticed the other day .25 corrected T.C. regarding mispronouncing her last name while T.C. was trying to ask .25 a question. You could feel the tension especially since it is weird to use Ms./Mr. between teachers unless a student in is our presence/part of the conversation.
"Ms. Williams did you grade the assignment?"
"William without the s. And yes I did."
.25 then turns around and continues talking to me while T.C. got back to her admin work after that. I could tell when T.C. is annoyed.
I mentioned how T.C. told .25 about the kindergarten teacher sex story. My classroom blind was closed and you can't see into my class. So when .25 entered the room she rolled up the blinds and said "got to roll this up. after hearing about the kindergarten teacher story
" That led to us talking about sex stories and stuff like while enjoying the AC. I also gave her one of my desk ornaments that she loved and gave a name to. Before we left our station we were supposed to be on, .25 told T.C. we were leaving for awhile which she didn't have to do at all and again annoyed T.C.
While walking to the other side of the building, guess who we passed? The substitute teacher that you guys write bad rumors about. She is a secretary now. She helps run the teacher grant program that .25 got some stuff from. The former substitute teacher (S.T.) called me a devil and told me to not speak to her ever again. Regarding that year she also said "It feels like I dreamed that year and I hate it." We don't talk or even acknowledge each other anymore. Her mom, one of the dean of students, is still super nice to me though. While we were passing in the stairs, .25 was to my right while S.T. was coming up my left. I squished by S.T. while still giving .25 a bunch of space to go down the stairs like the queen she is. After we passed by I told .25 that that is the daughter of a dean of students and .25 responded by "I thought they looked alike. I always see her in the principal office in [.25's wing of the building]. Hmm. Mixed feelings about that. On the one hand, I hope S.T. feels envy towards .25 whenever she sees her because she can go fuck herself. I am not the devil. You don't treat people that way. I was victimized again. On the other hand...it could be a bad situation if I manage to finally hook up with .25 and S.T. is spiteful or something. Oh well. .25 is getting moved to a different floor anyway next year.
Last bit of nonsense regarding .25. Her unemployed bipolar recovered drug addict boyfriend. Learned some more interesting stuff about him today. They just moved in together in April and have been dating for only a few months. That's a good sign for me. I learned why he lost his job as a house painter. The house painting company had staff who were cruel to animals and he rage quit after his boss refused to come down on the other workers regarding their animal cruelty. Apparently, the paint crew would kill any animals that got near their work instead of releasing them or something. Anyhow, even though he was in rehab for Xanax and alcohol abuse after crashing his car, he and .25 still smoke pot (like a good portion of people in my field.) .25 also mentioned that it is hard for her boyfriend to get jobs since he has a fraud charge on his record. He got arrested with a fake ID and apparently that gets you a fraud charge. And fraud charges are impossible to remove from your record and are instant disqualifiers for most jobs. So his work trouble is uh troubled. Today we finally discussed him a little bit and I took a moment to talk about how hard all of those problems are on her. She agreed it is hard but also promised she had her own problems she brings to the table. Endearing codependent relationship. "codependent relationship" I need to drop that term sometime if we actually discuss him again even though I try not to. Anyhow, this girl needs to be saved. I can save her. I have to save her.
I think we are definitely working up to hooking up in one of the classrooms while we stretch our legs at work. Maybe if work ends early or gets canceled or something I can offer to
smoke her out at my place. At that point it will be a wrap.