xX[Elangbam]Xx wrote:
Thanks guys for all your support. I just wish I had the stuff the FBI has to find stuff deep in the hard drive, but somehow I don't think the FBI would cooperate with me. Its true that the memories are still with us but its just that there were pictures when she was completely unaware until she recovered.
My parents knew there was something wrong with the computer and that I was extremly upset about the current state of it (this dump computer from HP always gets messed up. Somehow, after returning home my sister had played on it and it didn't work again.) What they don't know is that i did the System Recovery and lost the pictures. Now there are pictures from before but they're only about 200 or so. Currently I have about 340 or so out of the original 500+. Its a very depressing statistic. As may not know I'm 15 and well, I've had stress before from studying but nothing that was emo or suicidal. This time its just a humongous guilt factor. I might just take a humongous break from BF2 and return when BF7 comes out.
P.S. I would give my account away but the task of changing the password is so long and its connected with just about every other thing I use e.g. e-mail
Err.... I don't know you.
I'm more than twice your age.
Hopefully that makes me a little more experienced in life.
Unless an addiction to a videogame was what caused the screw-up, I would advise *against* punishing yourself by quitting something you love.
Everyone makes mistakes. We are human. In fact, mistakes are so fundmental to being human that the human brain
learns more from making mistakes than it does from doing things right the first time.
Learn from your mistakes, sure, but don't punish yourself to try and make-up for it. You'll only create a feeling of resentment over losing a hobby you love. Resentment that will get redirected to something that didn't cause the mistake, but the mistake involved. That's not healthy, in fact it's a ticket to see the shrink.
So in short - unless an addiction to BF2 caused the mistake, don't give it up because then you'll just mess your own head-up. In fact, during hard times it is good to keep at hobbies you like and enjoy - it is often like a form of meditation and can keep your emotions from spiralling out of control.
Best regards,
Windy
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