EE Chat January

2011-01-04 22:33:40

#1101

Poseidon: Fudgepack DeQueef; +3,253|6906|Long Island, New York

13/f/taiwan wrote:
poseidon go to night court and videotape everyone being arraigned. i'm sure your like a 5-10 min. walk away.

i really should... i was gonna go to the manhattan DA's office for a trip with a bunch of other CRJ majors but i got really sick that weekend

first time i walked past the metropolitan correctional facility i realized that the times square bomber was/is being held there...creepy.

2011-01-04 22:36:00

#1102

Kmar: Truth is my Bitch; +5,695|6970|132 and Bush

we kind of all go through our own reckless stage.. usually around your age. Maybe not to your scale. I hope it's a phase that passes leaving you relatively unscathed.

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2011-01-04 22:39:55

#1103

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6839

i've already done the physical death and mental breakdown shit... sooo last year

but i still dont feel distaste for partying and excess. still life in me yet!

but all this 'sort your life out' stuff scares the shit out of me

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2011-01-04 22:41:16

#1104

Hurricane2k9: Pendulous Sweaty Balls; +1,538|6070|College Park, MD

i'm the opposite. i want to sort my life out, I like to have a structure and a plan

https://static.bf2s.com/files/user/36793/marylandsig.jpg

2011-01-04 22:44:23

#1105

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6839

i think it was an important thing for me personally to go through a phase where i fucked up literally everything and annihilated it all

sorta like catharsis. bit inconvenient for my studies and 'life' generally, but what is life anyway if you don't know yourself and your own limits?

just zombies following a path that others/society has carved out for you, otherwise

even if shit is gonna be a big unknown from here on out, i know myself like a true homie now

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2011-01-04 22:44:59

#1106

Kmar: Truth is my Bitch; +5,695|6970|132 and Bush

The partying started dying down in my mid twenties. Instead of going to clubs, where the music was pumping all night, me and my friends wanted to go places where you could actually chill and hear the people you were talking to ..play darts.. etc.. It definitely took a more relaxed tone. I mean, we still have times when we are out all night, but it's usually places like the casino ..lol.

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2011-01-04 22:46:27

#1107

Hurricane2k9: Pendulous Sweaty Balls; +1,538|6070|College Park, MD

Uzique wrote:
i think it was an important thing for me personally to go through a phase where i fucked up literally everything and annihilated it all

sorta like catharsis. bit inconvenient for my studies and 'life' generally, but what is life anyway if you don't know yourself and your own limits?

just zombies following a path that others/society has carved out for you, otherwise

even if shit is gonna be a big unknown from here on out, i know myself like a true homie now

yeah, I understand. sometimes you have to hit rock bottom to start climbing to the top.

2011-01-04 22:52:06

#1108

Kmar: Truth is my Bitch; +5,695|6970|132 and Bush

zeek, do you know who Jack Kerouac is? prolly.

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2011-01-04 22:52:22

#1109

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6839

yeah kmar, i hear that... i'd just as happy nowadays sitting in with my gf with a bottle of wine and a meal for the night... but it's not really the normal social behaviour at uni, in our circles anyway, so i get on up and get on out. house-parties and shit really bore me now. same people, same music, same routine, same bleak 5am sobering/comedown and the same next day write-off. can basically predict every 'crazy' night out now before it happens. gives you a sucker feeling in your stomach/throat when you're back in that burnt out place as the sun comes up and you know that you've overdone it again... just like you knew you would!

i wish i was an interested in my work / being productive as i was in my first year. as i've grown older i've lost enthusiasm for shit like that, oddly enough. 'positive' things. now i just want to lie around all day with a chick and relax... slow down. a year ago i was writing furiously. now i can barely be assed to do an important assignment until a day before the deadline.

it's the slow heat-death of the universe from here on out

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2011-01-04 22:53:54

#1110

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6839

Kmar wrote:
zeek, do you know who Jack Kerouac is? prolly.

my group were called the beatniks by the rest of my literature department for 2 years... i was dean moriarty

for my 21st bday my best friend bought me a super rare collection of allen ginsberg's photography...

kerouac, ginsberg, burroughs, holmes... many more.

on the road was also one of my favourite pieces of prose when i was a teenager

so... yes

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2011-01-04 22:56:24

#1111

Kmar: Truth is my Bitch; +5,695|6970|132 and Bush

Yea I figured .. interesting life he had.
http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/Jack_Kerouac

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2011-01-04 22:58:27

#1112

Kmar: Truth is my Bitch; +5,695|6970|132 and Bush

Uzique wrote:
yeah kmar, i hear that... i'd just as happy nowadays sitting in with my gf with a bottle of wine and a meal for the night... but it's not really the normal social behaviour at uni, in our circles anyway, so i get on up and get on out. house-parties and shit really bore me now. same people, same music, same routine, same bleak 5am sobering/comedown and the same next day write-off. can basically predict every 'crazy' night out now before it happens. gives you a sucker feeling in your stomach/throat when you're back in that burnt out place as the sun comes up and you know that you've overdone it again... just like you knew you would!

i wish i was an interested in my work / being productive as i was in my first year. as i've grown older i've lost enthusiasm for shit like that, oddly enough. 'positive' things. now i just want to lie around all day with a chick and relax... slow down. a year ago i was writing furiously. now i can barely be assed to do an important assignment until a day before the deadline.

it's the slow heat-death of the universe from here on out

Yea, it sounds like you are entering a transition. For me I just find it more enjoyable to go have dinner with friends and chat around a bottle of wine .. for hours. Maybe I'm just old, but the time just seems better spent that way.

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2011-01-04 22:59:15

#1113

Uzique: dasein.; +2,865|6839

very interesting but i don't look so fondly on it now as i did when i was 17-18

extremely self-indulgent to the point of sadness, really. jacky and dean cut two pretty sad figures, actually.

one of the most powerful images in my ginsberg photography collection is the last photograph taken of kerouac

he was aged about 40 but was already ruined; alcoholic, too many intensely loving relationships, haunted by his personal demons

a lush addicted to cheap wine and not far away from death